一直找不到自己的平衡
可以让自己感觉舒服的地方越来越少了
花钱买罪受吗?
还是花钱其实是为了以后更努力赚更多的钱?

Do you see my demotivation?
It feels like you are standing at a place where there is a lot of fog and mist
And you are injurred at the same time

I wonder when I will get out of this?

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如果每天為了看日出而要早起,那我的生活作息需要些改變。

today wore quite black.
one is a sad new of myself
and… another issue is… sad news of sudden passaway of my ex colleague?

nothing much i wish to talk further just wish that you would rest in peace.
and baby together with mommy with be strong and tough.

was throwing everything out. then saw this stack of letters from uncle freddie to my grandpa and grandma. short letters but it weight a lot.

Part I
me: please request for uncle BK and uncle BH to stop yap TJ from playing FB as well… as you maybe aware… he is playing FB whole afternoon… i can foresee he will fail his ejaan again soon!!!
YBK Ok. No more facebook for him from now on. I think tee jin is addicted.
FB is like a drug. Mark Zukerberg should be blamed

Part II
YBK wrote on Yap TJ’s wall
TJ. No more facebook from now on until you achieved top ten positions
Me and JooJoo like this.
Me: totally agreed on this
YBK: To make it very clear. Top ten in the whole standard, not class. Get it TJ!

i knew that he will be on MC today
yo… this is people
this is life?!

gambade everybody
gambade to myself!!!

this afternoon my cousin brother was asking me to trade some stuff in RC of FB
then i told him
TC: i cant play RC in office
Hector: becase your boss sko you ar
TC: >..<

soemtimes feels bad that we have tak apa attitude >.<
tak apa
tak apa

result come out also tak apa

pay also tak apa lo?

Mydin selling
– love letters RM 7.88 each
– yeo’s / drinho packet drinks – RM 9.88 each
– pagoda groundnuts – RM 0.68 each
but limited to 2 items per family per day…
CNY is coming soon… go grab cheap cheap stuff and stock up >.<