T0m@k0's Life

shit… kept on having stomach discomfort
=_=
wat’s happening?

damn…
the air start to smell
damn…
i know u would like to laugh

but
who cares…
let me go to the loo first…

it feels like i’ve gain weight after the christmas
for the first time i feels so terrible
so terrible
terrible
=_=

seems like my hardwork had gone down to the drain
have to start all over again..
gambade to myself 😛

昨天和朋友聊天聊到一半
忽然被问我有什么心事吗?
他就感觉我好像不快乐了!?

怎么会那么样子
是压力吗?
背后的原因呢?

我并不清楚厄

forgot what i want to post here after i manage to open the posting page…
shit.. getting old soon..
better sleep earlier lately.

had meeting with a very steady person
i like it…
they are quite steady
know what they are doing.

good to know that and great to work with such person 🙂

lately i’m into watching jap tv series which is about operation
and the series mentioned something about operation quality of life

Did some google to check out wat is quality of life
This century we have witnessed significant progress in the diagnosis and treatment of disease. The effects of disease and its treatment on patients have traditionally been assessed by studying clinical outcomes such as crude or overall survival, disease – specific or corrected survival, disease – free survival, recurrence – free survival, and length of hospital stay. These end-points, as well as socio-economic factors, such as time spent off work and treatment costs, are incorporated into clinical trials in order to determine the optimum treatment of the disease being studied. However, the disease and its treatment may have an impact not only on survival (quantity of life), but also on the well-being of the individual, the ‘quality of life’.

a friend’s parent was admited and the doc diagnosed the parent as having kidney inffection and the doc say u need to do dialysis and if you have decided not to proceed with the dialysis you have to sign an agreement that you admit you agreed not to proceed with dialysis and if anything happened to the patient the hospital would not bear any responsibility.

and luckily my friend’s parent is strong enough to slowly recover.
cos once you started dialysis you have to continue for the rest of your life. to me this is not a quality of life decision.

hope my friend’s parent can get well soon and go off hospital real soon 🙂

我想幸福就是可以坦然、自在，心里觉得舒服，懂得不再往外胡乱寻求，懂得放下与不再执着。只有心里感到踏实的时候，才会快乐。真正的幸福，可以是两人在夜里一起手牵着手，走啊走，一直走到小巷口吃到一碗热腾腾的粥